Benj-

i wanna learn jap. it's absolutely fascinating. lol

so it was down to cheryl and me at orchard since sihui wasn't feeling well. we managed to achieve what we set out for and had lots of fun at the same time. especially with the fortune cookie. but remind me next time never to heed cheryl's directions. hahahahahaha

i hate smokers, i think this is the umpteenth time i'm actually announcing this but seriously everytime one puffs smoke in my face, i get a really strong urge to simply grab the cigarette and stuff it in that place where the sun don't shine. i'll bet from then on that person will surely understand the feeling of involuntary smoking apart from suffering severe constipation. ahahahahaha

so i have three more tutorials to complete apart from the gp one which i can't make heads and tails of. i'm not eating lunch since i bloody stuffed myself silly yesterday.

the weekends really do fly past so quickly.

tomorrow's gonna be a long day with lots of tutorials and lectures. bahh.

it's wierd because i have a million things running through my mind now. i'm reminiscing about the past, thinking about those people i've met in my life. recalling now why i had hesitations about heading to amkh, remembering that i actually hate that place. recalling that i hate that small path near my house and the playground there. recalling that i actually hate my room as well. recalling about all the shit that happened.

damnit. i didn't have to go and remember all that.

but the fact is, i do remember.

and i think i always will.

bah. i hate myself.

so what's new?

'chiisana kiseki tachi ga. boku tachi wo, musubi, awasetanda kitto'
'Olmana manhun saram sogeso nal chajanayo jigum gudeui gyothuro gayo'