Benj-

yesterday when i was in the taxi on my way back home, i was simply enjoying the night scenery. the number of cars travelling around was quite sparse. the lights felt dim and there were occasional flashes of multi-coloured lights from signboards and ads.

it just felt so serene. so calm. so.. quaint.

and i suddenly thought, it wouldn't be so bad to die then. hahahahaha

yes, i'm quite wierd.

but it just popped into my mind for no reason.

hahahaha

i realized that every wednesday is like harry potter day. well, there aren't going to be many harry potter days from now on so i better enjoy it while it lasts.

i haven't been spending much time with syaf and angela. damnit.

i'm counting down the days and it sucks.

i'm not emoing.

but i'm not prepared either.

i hate goodbyes.