Benj-

today wasn't too bad, in fact, it was great. maybe things are always good when they first begin. my time in school now reminds me greatly of the time i had during my jae. the only thing different is me.

so yeah, i realized that changes are inevitable and incredibly drastic. looking back at how i used to be, who would have guessed i would have changed so within a short timespan of a year. i wish i didn't have this barrier that prevents me from opening up to people. but after all that has happened, i know this is the only way to protect myself. i just wish i didn't have to

i miss angela and syaf. yes i do. but i guess they should be enjoying their new class now, i know i am.

physics... was.... mind boggling. and i should have been truthful. sorry mrs something.

i wish the seats in the mrt resembled those on the buses. the cushioning makes a bloody big difference. and the voice for the mrt got an upgrade, hahahaha, no longer that drony irritating sound. hahaha

i think i keep showing off unknowingly. damnit. but i think i better clarify this, i AM NOT rich. so don't go thinking otherwise. the gadgets that i have are all paid over a long period of instalments. so i sincerely apologise if i ever did "show off". i never meant to.

i think i want a backpack style bag now. shit, and i already bought the zinc one. ffffffffff

i saw the knitted wear at raffles city and amkh. i need to get one. yeah.

i don't see bobby and timmy anymore. i wonder if they decided to move elsewhere.

sha shou by lin jun jie is extremely infectious. i need to keep listening to it.

yes, breathless by shayne ward is nice.

hahahahahaha

incidentally, i'm listening to Sha Shou by lin jun jie, AGAIN.

bye