Benj-

right, today marks the beginning of an entirely new subject. hey chemistry, please be good friends with me. but yeah, intimidating though it is, i actually feel comforted that i'm back with my formulae and moles and compounds. it's like getting in touch with these really old friends although i think i've nearly forgotten all of them. hahaha.

anyway, i think i wanna thank my principal and vice-principals. i always thought that principals had this air around them, that feeling of superiority. surprisingly, aj's principals don't, in fact they are kind, warm and extremely helpful. they really rock man. so here's a real sincere thank you for helping me and bearing with all my nonsense. hahaha.

im putting on alot of weight. SHIT.

well anyway, im really glad things are improving between me and my mum. but im quite sure damage has been done, on both sides and the relationship may be altered irrevocably. but regardless, i still love you mum, but maybe we just won't be as close as before.

my lord, isn't that really sad? but im glad that through all these times, you have been there every step of the way to help me. i really wouldn't know what i would do without you.

i want to go for chemistry tuition but i don't think i can afford it.

memories fade, they come and go but sooner or later they will fade away. i will miss those times in which i spent with the people i loved. bye 37/08, i wish you all the best in your A levels. take care...

one year can really change a person so much.

yup. well let's hope that this year, it will be a change for the better. :)