Benj-

i think i forgot to mention my constipation is figurative.

oh and i realize i do really like literature. yes. hahahaha

i saw Lisa today. i think she's related to Mona. hmm. there was this uncanny resemblance. and it's really in all manners of the term "freakish"

i guess HUO really BU DAN XING.

okay. i'm so fcuking bitchy. LOL

sorry.

the more i see my idols, the more i self worth i lose. they appear to be like the manifestation and symbol of perfection. and i don't just pale in comparison, i'm like this disgusting worm crawling in mud on some faraway planet in some random galaxy.

ahhhhh.

i should just go jump off a building and die.

oh and the song i'm listening to now has the words "mother fcukers". wth?

hahahahahaha