Benj-

STILL wasting my life away in front of all the electronics. wahaha. dead.

and i haven't even been hobbying. which is bad because i signed up for a singing competition. so much so i can't even reach a sastisfactory octave. KNS. really like shit lah. maybe i won't take part after all.

and i haven't tried breathing exercises either.

DAMNIT. god i NEED strength.

i'm going to take that pill to make me feel all better and boost my self esteem.

gulp.