Benj-

shihui's back in AJ, hahaha, damn cool. and and and, we're going to be classmates for two years! and yizhen! and dingjie too.

lol. i guess god has been really gracious to me.

there are regrets though but i think it's time to stop looking back. maybe some things just weren't meant to be. and no amount of dwelling and pondering on the problem will ever make it better.

it's like how like poles repel and how the sun rises from the east. it just is. you don't argue, you don't defy and you don't question. things are just meant to be.

hmmm... goodbye then. you were a good friend.

so today was chocked with activities, AUDITION competition. yizhen gave way to me. don't LIE. i know you did. so yes because she decide to "drop out", i won her. and there was choir audition. surprisingly... i made it. i was bloody nervous and i think i cracked when the conductor asked me to go higher. lol. but in any case, i'm in tenor 2.

hahaha

so now i'm in the choir? is it like for real? i'm not sure if i'm ready for the commitment. oh and shihui got in too. hahahaha

so i guess tmr onwards, things will start to change. i just hope it's good.

i need to get closer to god.

broken glass cuts, so i'm letting go