Benj-

TSK TSK TSK.. been such a long time since i last updated... hmm 4 daes.. well not realli inde mood for bloggin lahs.. and i seriousli so dun wan to talk about my results...

well been realli realli depressed and worried for de past few daes.. includin todae.. i realli have no idea how to break my horrible results to my parents.. of coz partly is bcoz i noe dat they will be so angry and disappointed and they gg to keep harpin on how much tuition they hv to pay.. blah blah blah... but i also feel guilty for not being able to improve from my mid year.. i promised myself i wud do better.. but i din.. in fact i did worst..
but the most frustratin thing is dat i put in far more effort den wad i put for mid yr.. i work so hard for my chem and amath.. and yet dis are my two worst subjects.. why is dis so??!! its very demoralizing and disappointin to see hard work doesnt pay off...

i shall not mention results animore.. instead i wanna thank my frens for being there to help and support me.. wifoout u guys.. i wud moz probably hv sunk into depression and devastation..
my sun nu, reuben, taikoon hu were mostly arnd me when i got back my results.. u guys nv said a single thing to bring me down even though my sun nu got so good results.. lols.. so thankew alls.. and of coz for de encouragin words..
and i also wanna thank loy, fab, ck and ziq for showin me concern... although i may not hv told u my probs.. i realli do appreciate u all askin... of coz thanks to fab for being willin to listen to my incessant complaints and nonsense, sry if i bored u to death.. hahas.. and thx to loy hus singing made me forget my probs temporarily.. although ur phone pissed me off.. LOLS!!! and ck hu made me rmb de lessons i forgot and ziq for juz being there.. hahas.. thank u all veri much!!

of coz thank u my lord for answerin my prayer and tellin me u still love me, i will nv forget wad u hv dine for me.. until now ure de onli one hu can make me feel realli safe and secure.. smth which i hvn felt for a long time.. i do so love u.. praise de lord!!!

kaes.. typin dis post made me a lil happier.. lols.. tmr things.. hu cares.. lets juz care bout todae man.. my lord, i leave my life in ur hands.. and i noe dat my life will be beautiful!!!

loves!!! [aollovin]