Benj-

up till now i stil dunno if if i can over get over it.. its de right thing to do but nobody eva siad it was de easiest thing to do.. nobody lyks losing a loved one.. neither do i.. but if its de onli thing dat can ensure happiness for my di den i will willinli do it... i juz wish it din make me so upset..

i realli wish dat i could just drown out all my sorrows.. not wif alcohol(please NO!) i mean can use drinks not?? hahas.. anibody heard of drownin sorrows by drinkin coke or pepsi?? mayb ribena? lols.. nahs dun think it will happen.. im gonna hv to face it in de end..

im so confused.. im lost and i realli dunno wad to do

sclub (say goodbye)

chorus:
sometimes goodbye though it hurts,
in ur heart,
is de only way for destiny.
sumtimes goodbye though it hurts,
is de only way for u and me.
though its de hardest thing to sae,
i miss u all in everyway.
so say goodbye,
but dun u cry,
coz true love never dies

sad and confused [aollovin]