Benj-

oh man.. todae sucked.. had p.e todae.. overexert myself greatly.. hey wad u xpect.. i actualli ran faster than reuben the pro for a SHORT period of time. haha im a short burst of speed person i guez.. and den my heart went.. instead of lub dub,, went bam bam bam.. made my chest rly painful, cudnt breathe and i felt realli weak. and den after dat i started gettin pangs of pain in my stomach.. not lyk its de firz time but it was mor intense dis time.. pain until my eyes went blurry.. den ms loh said i luked rly bad so ask me go home..
and den i go home dat time got alot of ppl ask me to take care.. so touched, sry if i din reply u.. coz it was rly painful .. but i wanna thank u ALL VERY VERY MUCH... i rmb got amanda, angeline, taikoon, cheryl, clara, tim, haha and a few wich i cudnt identify but all de same.. im rly v touched =)) thankew!!! oh and haha, thx davin for accompanyin me down and hlpin me take stuff.. and den u had to run up and down so sori, thx a lotz!!!

till now it still hurts and my legs feel lyk jelly.. i wobbled almoz everywhere.. haha.. i muz rmb not to run so fast animor.. not worth it... wah i skip alot of skool leh.. hope i can catch up man..

yest i watch s'pore idol, oh man nurul maideen was ze bez, de judges say she veri borin.. but i think she got a great personality and a great voice... she sang "put ur records on" by corinne bailey rae.. nice lor =)) hope she become s'pore idol den i buy her album.. haha sorri cheryl, lyk dat ur jonathan cant win.. wahAHAHAHA..

yest din get much chance to tok to ppl, but stil hv lah... was pretty fun but todae got amath mock xam so had to study.. in ani case dun think i will do well.. and den got functions leh!! ms tay nv ask us study lor. mayb she wan to test if we alr revisin.. hmm and den i suddenli siao "torn" and "put ur records on" probably influence by nurul but they are v nice songs dat keep makin me smile.. so cool.. =))

haha thx lord. sumhow i think u actualli hlped me todae.. i feel dat u were providin divine intervention.. thankew so much.. i rly noe dat u love me alot.. i love u too!! haha =)) todae also no new believers, nvm lets try tmr =)) lets juz keep tryin... i noe ure wif me every step i take.. thankew so much!!

think im happier now when im wif my family, not so bad alr.. i noe things will improve.. esp since our newest memb is comin in bout 7 mths time.. woot!!!! i juz cant wait to carry him or her in my arms and den feed hug kiss.. wahhh juz cant wait... my lord i pray that this newest memb can share ur love too =)) pls dun let anithing bad happen

also recentli i juz fnd out sumone hu was pregnant had a miscarriage though i dunno dis person.. but all the same im rly v sorri, i juz cant imagine the pain u are gg thru now.. god bless and hope u can continue findin happiness. omg i hope i dun hv to go thru de same pain..

prelims comin, feel the pressure, muz wrk hard now no mor slackin.. i wish.. haha everybody sloggin out there.. JIA YOU!!!

haha, niwae i got sumthing thati wud lyk to sae.. esp to ppl hu are full of anger and hatred or even complaints... i wish that u all actualli noe that there is actualli so much mor things for u to be happi about then angry and upset.. lookin thru many blogs, i found out many ppl are often angry bout this, unhappi about dat, but have u guys ever asked urself how many things u all possess dat others dun? shudn u be glad juz to be alive and well, healthy and whole? while there are millions out there hu hv so much mor right to complain and be unhappi about.. pp hu are sick, ppl hu hv no familise, ppl hu hv no homes... juz look! look at everything arnd u, wad right do u u hv to hate and be angry? happiness isnt a right isnt a gift, its a creation, u create it for others and urself, if u dun hv it, den ask urself why. i dun mean to scold anione nor deprive u of ur right to be angry, i juz want u to see how happi u can actualli be, isnt it so much more wonderful to smile den frown and sulk? create ur own happiness if its taken away, create mor, lyk love, the mor u give the mor u have. =)) so evrybdy SMILE! includin myself =))
ps. anibdy got nice boy or girl names to recommend?

loves!!! [aollovin]