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todae smth bad happened.. i had a rather heated conversation dat caused sum unhappiness.. felt realli realli bad after dat.. im so sorry clara, i shud nt hv reacted dat way.. but im glad we cud settle it in the end.. =))
haha sry yong jian, i forgot to mention u yest, so todae i thank u ok? haha.. thx a lot for showing concern.. rly touched... appreciate lots.. =)) thankew everyone for ur concern!! im feelin betta alr!!! hahax =))

todae i listen to torn many many times.. hahax.. this song is rly cool.. ez to sing too.. haha yest nurul wasnt in the last four leh!!! mayb arh she might win.. WOOT!!! den jay kena kicked out, nt surprisin since he sang so wierdly.. but its a pity though, come so far juz to be kicked out.. so sad...

yest i talk v long on msn... haha clara, ur pics are cool.. thx for showin me!! and den ck also prompt me.. he greeted me but then he din sae anithin after dat.. and den i told him off.. cant believe i did dat.. i was soo mean.. muz apologise.. budden my com got prob, dun allow me to type.. idiot com.. oops did i sae idiot? haha im sorri.. now its fine though, it felt lyk a tantrum, de com was lyk sayin" u used me too long!!! im gg on strike!!"

haha god todae i din rly take time to feel ur presence, sry for nt prayin last night.. abit tired.. budden i noe u're still there =)) todae also nth.. NTH!!! aHHH.. nvm.. tmr.. if tmr cannot, den the day after and after and after.. haha.. as long as im alive, im not gg to stop tryin =)) thx for lovin me soo much!!! i love u too!!!

and den yest i was angry wif my dad again.. oh man dis rly sucks.. but nvm.. todae will be betta.. i noe it will... hmm i wonder whether my new sibling will be bro or sis.. haha but i guez it doesnt matter.. will love them jus as much.. and den im gonna spoil them and dey gg to becom brats again.. budden i cant stop it.. i guez its a weakness.. i love babies!!!! and infants and toddlers!!! dun lyk brats though.. haha..

skool carnival is nxt sundae.. i bought 20 dollars wrth of tickets!!!! AH!!!! and all i self absorb!!! i had to go wifout food for a wk... wah damn sian.. and den i went to buy 10 bucks mor todae coz ms tay sae she top up 100+ bucks lah, feel so bad so i bought mor lor.. wahhh but lyk dat nxt wk i dun hv money again!! and i dunno wad to do wif the 30 bucks lah.. buy toilet paper and stock up isz?! haha.. anibdy want to go wif me?? if not im juz gonna dump de tickets.. i dun wan ask my family.. ask them go skool wif me so wierd.. hahax.. wahh im soo poor.. sobs.. nvm.. treat it as a diet scheme.. so self deludin, hahax

prelims inchin nearer and nearer,, eee, quite scary.. and im totalli not prepared.. but i hv to scrape thru wif at least a 11, and my knowin css, thats quite impossible.. damn dey make the paper so hard its realli beyond me.. of coz it cud be juz me and my laziness.. moz probably is lah.. so i muz change.. easier said den done though.. well at least my math is improvin =)) everybody jia you!! dun giv up!!!

loves!!! [aollovin]