Benj-

yest i nv go to the stadium for the awards dae cum national dae celebration.. haha while everyone woke up at six to make thier way there, i woke up at 7+ to watch tv!! wahahaha.. im sooo sadistic.. haha.. it might have been fun.. but i think i rather giv it a miss!! ahahahax..
budden my olvl eng orals are comin soon.. quite scary lah.. but i think as long as i giv my best den it doesnt matter =)) and dis fri is the release of the chinese olvl results.. which is super scary.. ooo i so muz secure an A1 lah.. did i mention it was super scary?? hahax.. but good lucks to everybody.. im sure we can all do well =))

yest i also found my new fav singer.. rihanna.. not dat shes a new singer or wad.. budden she juz released a new album titled 'girl lyk me' with some super duper nice songs lyk 'unfaithful' and 'the final goodbye' oooooo soooooo nice!!!!! haha spent hrs tryin to embed it on my blog.. spent longer learnin the tune and gettin it right. haha but i finalli got it aniwae.. =)) but muz practice sumor =)) stil got lyrics hvn memorize yet... i juz love the songs!!

yest night was also a terrible time for me.. im sry aloy.. din mean to suddenli become lyk dat.. but haha ur 'niceness' reminds me of the 'unniceness' of dat person.. felt realli bad... i rly hate dat person for makin me suffer.. but i hate myself even more for lettin dat person do dat.. dis time.. im givin up and im lettin go.. for real..
thx alot loy for tryin to cheer me up =)) ure a realli nice fren.. haha.. one dae i muz realli find sum way to repay u.. right now.. all i can do is pray for u.. haha... thx a lot yah

my lord, im sorry dat yest i didnt pray.. i was feelin too bad.. i cud feel u there though.. thx for being there for me... actualli u knew dis wud happen the moment it started din u..? but i din listen.. i guez i hv to pay the price of my utter stupidity... i can onli blame myself for not being able to be heartless. but i think im slowly lettin go.. not long now.. thx a lot my lord.. i will try my best to heed ur advice frm now on.

everytime i rmb this unhappiness, my mood becomes really bad.. i dun hv anithin esle to write alr.. but to those hu realli care for me.. i thankew u v v much.. u hv no idea how much u all hv hlped.. god bless all of u.. =)

loves!!! [aollovin]