Benj-

yest i sang.. omg i rly sang lah.. and den i recorded my voice and den i snd silly haha... i think i sang realli sucky hahax.. no matter, its a fantasy to wanna become a lounge singer, mayb i will stick with social worker.. haha thx loy for being nice =)) rly appreciate =)) budden i rly dun think i can lah, hahax.. i think u can lorz.. mayb one day become world class rapper/singer den cnt forget me arh.. =))

i think i lyk being a psychologist as well.. i realized i always subconsciously try to figure out wad a person is thinkin.. i can usually read actions and tones quite well too.. perhaps i shud appreciate being hypersensitive.. hahax.. and i lyk counsellin ppl too.. but i tend to think im awaez right.. muz be less forceful, counsellin requires a soft approach and lotsa patience.. muz train.. =)) i lyk to figure things out too, slowly comtemplating wads wrong.. den try to solve or invent new theories dat can help.. =)) psychologist also can hlp ppl.. but i so want to be a psychiatric therapist.. so cool =))

maybe i can be a part time social worker/psychiatric therrapist/lounge singer... woot snds COOL!! social worker can hlp all kinds of ppl that requires help, while psychiatric therapist can hlp ppl with psychological problems and den lounge singer can sing song hlp ppl relax.. meaninful leh!! haha yes, i think ive found my ambition(s) hahax =)) and den occasionalli go become missionary.. hlp spread gods love.. =)) oh dat kinda life is so meaningful.. mayb i shud consider being a clown too, make ppl laugh.. hahax.. wait mayb not, dos freaky make up makes children cry, not laugh.. eee hahax

wait i also wanna be a gynaecologist.. though many consider dat a womans job, but i dun care, hvin de feelin of successfully hlpin sumone deliver a bundle of new life and joy is well worth the criticism.. juz imagine, a baby firz cry when he comes out.. budden i might not be able to take the trauma of a failed pregnancy.. omg wad if i fail to deliver the baby.. mayb i dun wan be gynaecologist alr, if alls well den dats good but if smth happens..... no way im way too emotional to let this kinda things not affect me..

yeah i'll stick to lounge singer/psychiatric therapist/social worker/missionary.. haha anibdy interested in de same things i am?? wah four jobs.. haha, but i bets its gonna be great. shud consider being a judge, nah, no way, way to gan qing yong shi(emotional), wun be able to pass professional judgements.

haha seems lyk i got everything set in mind.. hope i can make my dreams come true.

p.s this is a special post. ordinary post will be posted ltr in de dae =))

loves!!! [aollovin] my dreams