Benj-

before we begin, let us all observe one mintue of silence in mourning of my beloved....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaCARDIGAN.

sobs... i did so love my cardigan. you will be missed forever.

grahhh.. hahas i lost my cardigan lah. so pissed lah... thats money like flying away.. never to be seen again. byebye cardi, byebye money..

yest. was. one. of. the. worst. day. of. my. life.

but im glad its better now. but the hurts not going away.. why do i feel so lost.. why do i still feel things are falling apart. all i really want is for things to be the way they were, when everyone was just happy together, smiling and laughing together. doesnt anyone miss it? i know i do. i really miss those days.. i really really do..

i guess like yuan said, if it isnt meant to be, it will never come to be. but im not just going to give up. im still going to try. the question is HOW?

oh man. my head hurts. i'll just leave it aside for now.

today is meet the parents. oh no.

oh and i went out with naz to eat dinner yest. hahas, swensen was so goood. hahas. the black pepper seafood pasta is just simply great. and the ice creamm... ohhhh.. BUTTERSCOTCH and SHERBETS and COOKIES AND CREAMM.. sighhss.. so nicee

naz.. i know ive said this a billion times already, but the thing is, im really really going to miss you. i cant bear to see you go. i really cant..

okayy.. im not going to emo

IM NOT

hahas. i still do love all my friends. every single one of them. if only things were the way they use to be.

crapshi**

this sucks.

replies:

Q: ahahahas.. we'll keep waiting till someone finds it. dont worry miss. we'll keep trying. dont lose hope!!

angela: lol, you're going to have to wait tooooo... dont be impatient lah

syafs: LOL!!! but we have to help poor yuannn.. you dont know the feeling of losing your dy/dx.. the pain.. the anguish... oH good grief!! the torment!!! ahahas.. so drama right?? hees

yang: yahHHHH.. ahahas, im just like that. a wierd freak.. i wonder when i'll turn into a normal person.. *E.T Phone homEEE* LOL!!! i miss you auntie!!!

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