Benj-

i dun rly have much to say. i woke up today and nothing changed. its not just a nightmare, its happening..

theres no way i can take it.

i dun want to lose anyone anymore.

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nazz, i feel sad just talking to you, sorry, i noe im not making it any easier for u as it already is. but i juz really feel so upset losing one of my closest frens. sorry. shudnt be lyk this, i'll try to be positive about it.

=(, hu are u?? lol. and how come everybody is starting to b lyk unknowns... tsk. i feel lyk im being watched.. hahas.. and huever u are, ure not fat. yups.

sophie, hahas, u dun look unglam at all lah. i miss camwhoring wif u too. i miss lunching and talkin to u too! glad we're in the same gp grp though. hahas, yayyy

yang, heyys, hahas, we met up le and thanks for dat cool pendant, love it. hope uve had a enjoyable 17th bdae!!

syafs. aiyo u dun look obscene lahh, u look hawt!! hahas, thx, i noe i can always count on u. and i'll be wif u every step of the way too, so pardon my incessant complaints about being fat and my silly lame no brainer jokes and everything unbearable about me.. lol.. LOVE U TOO!!

passerby, lol, that doesnt feel lyk the case though, but theres nth i can do about it either, and why he makes things happen one after another is just one big mystery to me. esp when he noes i just cant make it..

siokxin, thanks my dear psychiatrist, its not that i WANT to sink back into depression or anything, but i just cant take wads going on in my life.. its been one tribulation after another and i just cant handle it, and i cant do anything about the thing thats taking place.. i feel so helpless and miserable. i just dun wna lose more ppl hu matter to me, i rly dun.. anw, hahas, yah, hist was enjoyable. hungry gal..

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