Benj-

wooo, i achieved alot of impossibles today.

1st, i did the entire lesson 1 of tutorial 10!! im so happy. yea, one or two questions were still unclear to me, but! i made improvement!! hahas yayyy

2nd, i did 2 pull ups!! and more!! by myself!!! omgg!! im so happy with myself. and i didnt train!! hahas, im sure its tyco, but whatever, i did it.

3rd, i faced my greatest fear!! wooo!! hahas. i wasnt that scared anymore. just. STUNNED. lol. and i felt wierd, but it beats shivering and trembling.

hahas okays someone quick, pat me on the back. i deserve it!! hahas

life isnt the same anymore. naz is no longer here. thats one very important person gone from my life, but NOT from my heart!! wah, this is so mushy and cliche, but i mean it lor. tsk.

but life may no longer be the same, but i still have all you guys to make my life so much more bearable even enjoyable. and all the more i want to cherish all you guys because i never know when any of you might suddenly go overseas like naz. HUMPH. hahas

i smsed my mum all my results. i think its quite safe to say my mum hates me now and things will never be the same again, my life will be torned apart, our relationship will turn into one of hate, and vicious fights will ensue......................

im kidding.

but i know she aint going to be happy about it. i guess i deserve it.

hahas random time, i look in the mirror and i see this fugly shit. why am i so UGLYY?? WHY AM I SO FAT!? im like cursed or something. i hate myself. tsk. no only joking, but i AM fugly without a doubt. lalalaaa

and i think mr tan is so funnyyy ahahahas. lmao

bye!!