Benj-

damn. im reminiscing, i still remembered the times when we were such good friends. when we were so close, when we even felt like family. i must admit that you were a great friend then and i truely believed in you.

shit, im tearing.

but gone are those days and yearn them i do not. there are things that i will not go through again and hurt that i never want to experience. i guess this is a case of once bitten, twice shy. still, there were good things and memories which i will keep.

this is so sickening, emoing badly. naz, angela, george.. mannn... its been a real long time since i emoed... why do i have to face such things.. why do i have to say goodbye? why do i have to see people sad? why do i have to experience failed friendships?

i guess these are all part of life, i guess there are a million things to be thankful for, but when bad things happen, it seems that no matter how many happy tings we've had before, we still feel just as upset, just as sad.

i miss you naz.. badly. but please dont cry and we will always remember you... ALWAYS. oh mannnnnn... shit it lahh.. i really going to cry. hahahas, so long since i did that..

its just so sad. its really so sad.

i hate this.