Benj-

a great many people did not come for school today. the usual long line of students present during assembly was so greatly dwindled that it was almost sad to gaze upon.

the outing was cancelled. victor is sick, so it's okay i guess. do take care and get well soon! in the end a few of us remainded in school whiling the time away either in front of the com or at the basketball court.

but it was fun all the same.

i guess this is how things are going to be after the 19th. everyone i hold so dear and close to my heart will be gone. just the thought of that alone makes me want to hide in a deep dark hole and never emerge again.

and i seem to be oblivious when angela and syaf are around. that ain't right, and i'm really sorry. i really didn't mean it.

i'll be taking off in about 6 hours time. i'm so afraid the clothes i'm wearing are more of a fashion statement than something to keep me warm. and i remember how the cold makes me all frustrated and mad. yikes.

but on the other hand. SNOW! something i haven't seen in the longest of time.

i'm going to miss my everyone. i hope they have wireless there.

i haven't got a beanie. so i'm going to get one there.

i'm so psyched at going skiing. but so bummed at the thought of not being to cel cny with all my friends. from pj gang all the way to 17 and syaf and angela and clara and shitien....

damndamndamn.

shitshitshit.

hahaha.

leaving home in 2 hours time.

pray my plane doesn't crash.