Benj-

i think im very impressionable. lol. i dont think i even know what that really means but nvm.

lol, i always see people alone at starbucks typing into their laptops looking pensieve and deep in thought. and i wonder why is it i cant do the same. maybe because its my negative self esteem again. because if u look cui and lousy, you'll look like a loner who's abandoned by all aspects of society -an outcast.

sucks right, to be so affected by what other people think of me. if people really like me, i could sport the funkiest hairstye in the world, put on a halloween mask and a monobrow, and they wouldnt run away.

at least, i think so la.

i wish i had many many money. LOL. many many because contrary to popular belief, money is quantifiable and countable as well. LOL. trust me i would know. and if i did, i would just book that chalet everyone's been asking me about instead of worrying if i alr spent over my budget. but because im such a miser i refuse to do anything about it and i think the chalet's alr booked.

come monday(payday), if there's still a booking, i'll book it then.
plsplsplspls say have.