it gets me thinking everytime someone takes for granted that i am weak and soft. im not good natured unlike what many people believe. i dont think i am. if i were, i wouldnt be seething mad everytime someone upsets me, i would just brush it off and forgive the person for being in a bad mood.
so no, im not good natured.
but i am weak. very. not weak in the sense that my bones will fall apart when the wind blows in my face. lol. thats cui. which i am too but we're not discussing that here. but more like i have no backbone you know. yesyes, spineless. thats a good word. i mean whats so difficult about standing up for yourself. telling that person that he's simply a
but no leh, all i ever do is look like some loser who you can pushover and vent frustrations on.
i admit i dont lose my temper easily. at least not with people without my family. but it doesnt mean i dont have one. i just dont think shouting and turning violent solves anything.
you're in trouble now and i feel lousy about it. if i could put up with you and tahan then you probably wouldnt be getting into this shit. but because i cant fanthom working with you for 8 more mths i have to get a transfer. but because u've been doing this to everyone, people now want you transferred. its not for me to say if u deserve this, but if anything, you should have saw this coming.
miss going out with everyone. ): and thinking about gg to work tmr and seeing him again. i feel super rotten and sick.
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