Benj-

THE LITTLE VOICE

always heed that voice inside you no matter how painful it is because it is God.

how does it sound if i devote everything into your hands, my dearest beloved Lord. because im tired of running mine. if i tell you that i lay my life before you and told you to do whatever you want with it, would you do it? dont let me do it, i'll do it all wrong.

every bit of pain and suffering i have to go through will be my way of making up for those that i cause you.

im not having a random bout of sadness. i just realised how much ive forsaken the only one who loves me most. it doesnt make sense to keep fighting someone who only wants the best for you right?

as a sidenote, Lord, take me to church.

i cant wait to meet up with all my dear friends. miss them very much.