Benj-

2nd dae in pjc, life in jc... hmms, how do i describe it? hahas, nah i cudnt, coz we hvn rly been thru it, all we had is orientation, which FYI is so not in de least bit interesting!! if it wasnt for de gang i think i wud hv probably gone mAD!!! thx so much guys, u all RAWK!!

me and amanda are plannin our all time, secret, shhh, plan for tmr... muahahaha, no one aint gonna make me roll in de mud and swim in icky brown water, u can go do it if u want, buncha babarians~ ^5 manda!!

im rly glad to have de gang wif me in pj, it rly helps make my life far better den a living hell, oh the gang includes, de all time 188/187 musketeers, amanda, angeline and me, hahas, den theres my all time sittin partner, cheryl koh, den theres my great prom mates, adeline, mabel, shitien, sihui, and my other great frens from 4.3, cheryl choy, jasmine, xiner and my S.H.E mates, peilin and liwee (why SHE, not sure, but liwee came up wif it, and im not rly too concern lahs, even though SHE is an all gurl grp.. lols, fun lah, "lets pai MV!!")
oh no, guess wad, hahas, yups all of them are GALS!!! lolS!!! aint dat cool, too bad taikoon din come along =( if not he wud make another great mate...

hahat, thx guys for keepin me sane!!! u guys rawk lahs, niwaes, tmr dos hu intend to pon de "swimmin in mud" do liase wif me or amanda, we plan plan how to ZAO, LOL!!

yest i finalli did smth ba, nt sure if its de right thing, coz i think my heart nearly came out my mouth... but it felt lyk de right thing... and doing it din exactly make me feel ani better, but i guess i can face myself in de morn and not hate seeing me...

even though i feel ive made a decision, theres just so much to let go, and i nv noe when tht will be, i may nv achieve it...

kaes, enuff sad stuff, amanda, u sae u comin online!!! >.< i waitin!!!

operation: great escape [benj]