Benj-

new blogskin, new beginning?

i went to find a new blogskin todae, felt de old one was getting kind of boring. if ony i felt de same way about things.. bored onli juz change, dun hv to think so much or hurt so much.. but nah, im juz sum freakin sentimental idiot.. hu has to put myself thru shit.. hahas

hope u guys lyk my new skin, think its pretty cool, specially de grunge part.. i lyk grunge, i lyk grungy clothes, designs or wadeva, i find it rly cool.. i hvn came across any grungy jeans yet, muz go find...

yest while i was prayin, prayin to god for an answer, de strangest thing happen, just as i was abt to open de bible to find sum answers, my light started flickering on and off and den it went dark..(and it was exactly at de moment i was opening de bible) lyk wth right? im nt rly sure wad god is tryin to tell me... i can onli guess

i ask god whether its time for me to giv up and move on.. i asked him if it was time for me to let go... budden such a wierd thing happen.. so now how?

my frens are rly concerned, they ask if im in depression... i din noe wad to sae, but i rly appreciate it...

niwaes, my super cool cuz send me a super nice song, shall post de lyrics, and it is my singin craze now..

walk away [paula deanda]

intro] I'm gonna remember you you gonna remember me I'm gonna remember you you gonna remember me
[verse 1] I saw you with your new girl just yesterday and I feel that I must confess even though it kills me to have to say ill admit that I was impressed is it calling just showed up affection gotta commend you on your selection though I know I shouldnt be concerned in the back of my mind I cant help but question
does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day) scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids) does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like I do)
[chorus] I cant explain this feeling I think about it everyday and even though we've moved on it gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me) walk away, walk away (I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me) walk away (i cant forget it how we use to be)
[verse 2] I guess I gotta live my life from day to day hoping maybe you'll come back and though I tell myself not to be afraid to move on but it seems I cant no other man has given me attention it aint the same as your affection though I know I should be content in the back of my mind I cant help but question
does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play) show on my doorstep (with a bouquet) does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say) baby I love you (like you used too)
[chorus] I cant explain this feeling I think about it everyday and even though we've moved on it gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me) walk away, walk away (I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me) walk away (i cant forget it how we use to be)
[bridge] so hard to express this feeling cause nobody compares to you (to you) and you know she'll never love you like I do
[chorus 2x] I cant explain this feeling I think about it everyday and even though we've moved on it gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me) walk away, walk away (I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me) walk away
[outro] I'm gonna remember you you gonna remember me I'm gonna remember you you gonna remember me

im still waitin to find sumone hu will nv hurt me...