Benj-

i rly dun wan to hurt anymore, i rly dun want to keep on living this way, where every little ting i do reminds me of u... it hurts, it rly rly hurts...

i wish i cud find sumone hu treats me better den i do, i wish i cud find sumone hu wud awaez care abt how i feel, hu wud want to noe how im doing, wad im doing... and be thinkin of me whenever and wherever.. sumone hu will be there for me when im sad, celebrate wif me when im happi...

becoz these are the things i wud do...

am i askin too much? am i asking for alot? if i am, plz do tell me.. becoz im sick and tired of gg on feelin yk im being mistreated, thinkin i deserve better...

sumone plz tell me wad i shud do now... i rly cant keep gg on this way, alr, i feel lyk im losing more and more of myslef with each passin dae.. and each night i dread gg into de bedroom to slp, becoz i noe i wud juz breakdown and cry....

i had a nightmare last night, and i felt better den when i was awake.. i wish i juz slept on thru de nightmare

help me [benj]