Benj-

and so the long weekends are coming to an end. and its back to school again. and I NEED TO EXERCISE!! hahas. i never thought i'll be saying this lah. but yah. i shall start an exercise regime. if food and sleep doesnt win me over that is. hahahas

yesterday night was kind of... enlightening. yet kind of sad as well. hahas. i think experiences with god are cool, yet they always change you in certain ways. well, i hope this time the change stays for good. :)

and now i bid farewell to my emo days!! hahahas. there can no longer be such thing as emo. hahas, not in the bad way as least. no more wallowing in self pity, no more hating myself, no more this and that and the endless list of blah blah blah etc etc etc... hahahhas

im praying again.

cool.

and im praying for EVERYONE. its hard to imagine how but it can be done ok!!

i realize if love can be given a real value, we'll all be the richest people on earth!! cause its the one thing that you give but yet have more of. hahas. so darn cool.

pending assignments.

nightmare.

ew.

begone.

lol.

and i would like to say, the world is SO NICE!!! and i am NOT retarded. stop giving me that look. ahahahas.

wheres my lunch!! rahhh

hahas.

heres a BIG HEART out to everyone!! lolll

replies:

syafs: hahahas thankew dear syaff.. hahas, you've always been a real comfort.. and you should know, you're worth so so much more as well.. sometimes it would seem that the world just doesnt seem to have room for you. but thats never true. well at least there will always be room for you in my heart. lol. so cheesy lah. but heyy.. dont give up on yourself. things will get better, you just have to believe in people, believe in the world, believe in yourself. have faith k? things WILL work out right. i just know it X)

angela: ahahahahas, dont worryy lahh.. i dont think i'll ever be emo again. hahas, or at least i will try my very best. and and and.. im so waiting for dbsk's new album!!! arent you just excited?? loll. cya in skool!! X)

edwina: hello edwina!! hahahas. eeeyer, boycott my blog. so mean lahh.. ahahas. but understandable i suppose. i think my blog does have this really depressing effect. wahahahas. maybe i'll go change the blogskin after all.. hmmms.. and cya real real soon!!! X))

siokxin: hahahas, dont feel guilty lehh.. hahas ure making me feel guilty as well. haahh.. pw is just another subject in school. lets just do our best lah. yah? hahas. dont think so much about it. yups see ya in skool!! hahas. and i think i might actually look forward to gg to school. hees X)

sophie: heyyy dear brudaaa. hahas yahh. alot of problems, sometimes when theres too many problems, maybe we should actually think about how some may be self inflicted? hahas, cause i realized that all of my problems came from myself, im not sure.. but in anycase, sometimes it helps not to think about them, just hope for the best. you never know what might happen tmr, things may get better. and in the end. they will! so yah. dont dwell too much on them. for every sad thing that you face, theres always one happy thing to be glad about. really. you just have to find it. take care ok? hahas, if you need someone to talk to, find me!! yah? X))

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dear god. my replies are frigging longgg.. hahahas