Benj-

loving someone doesnt mean owning someone.

loving someone doesnt mean spending infinite amount of time together

loving someone is irrational.

loving someone means when that person is happy, you're happy too.

loving someone means sacrificing anything for that person.

loving someone means thinking about how to make that person smile.

loving someone means taking away all that person's pain and suffering.

loving someone hurts.

and thats the way it goes.

hahas.

and today i was treated very unfairly. but i dont even want to explain myself, or defend myself. why should i anyway? it doesnt even matter.

i tire of school.

im tired of trying.

why should i anyway?

everyone seems to think im this lazy useless freeloading good for nothing anyway.

and its my fault.

again.

so why should i bother anyway.

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unnamed: hello!! who are you? do i know you? hmms, its also ridiculous why everything around my life has to revolve around that cert anyway. its damn stupid. arent other things impt too??