Benj-

i guess we rly shudnt let de past haunt us. kitty's right. i shudnt let it hold me back and prevent me for finding happiness.

i do believe in you. and i noe dat u will never do anithing to hurt me. and yes i do feel safe. i feel protected. and i noe dat if eva shud i fall, u wud be there to catch me. i sense ur sincerity and warmth. and i guess dats enuff for me.

i rly love my lord. for being so great, for loving me so much. for giving me happiness, for sendin me sumone hu pulled me away frm de darkness. i rly dun noe how to express my love and gratitude for u. but i rly do love u. and kitty and my frens. so much

hahas. ok try nt to emo animore. hahas. tryy..

kitty came to stay over at my house yest. hahas. i was suppose to pick him up frm cck at 6.35, but i was lyk 20 mins late. im sorrY!! i rly din do it on purpose la. lol

he kept complainin and grumbling on de route home. lyk a obasan lyk dat. so old and cranky. LOL!!

we had curry chicken for dinner, auntie's cooking was not bad leh. but de curry was freaking hot la. kitty needed to b served b4 he ate. tsk. typical da shao ye. LOL!! he tried scandalizing me to my sis. hahas, but my sis helped me. nehneh. too bad.

after dinner den we went to my study room to chat online la. den after chatting till 11.30 decided to go slp liaos. but in den end we din end up slpin lahs. we talked. and yea.. cried.. okaes, yea it was super emo.

den after emoing, found out we cudnt get to slp. so decided to go play de ps2. and idiot kitty spoil my ps2. now dunno whether can play nt. TSK la. oh yah, halfway thru playin, kitty complain hungry, so i decided to whip up smth simple. and guess wad, kitty cant cook, not even maggi mee la. lyk sadddd... HAHAS!! but he complimented my cooking. so ok, dun suan him animore. bwahhas

den i think after dat went to slp liao la. coz de ps2 wasnt wrkin liao. and we were kinda tired. and we juz slept all de way to 9. missing de 5.30 alarm. lyk omg. sry alvin!! we rly din mean to pangseh u..

hahas. okaes den we woke up at 9, got ready to go to skool liaos. hahas, however on de way to de mrt station we got sidetracked my mac. LOL, so we decided to just go for breakfast. hahas, hotcakes are nice. i love macs breakfast la.

and yes, kitty is disgusting. he mixed margarine, pepper, salt and maple syrup. hahas, i was more disgusting. i mixed dem tgth and put in on de leftovers of my hotcakes. bwahahas. ok. yah, i nd sum retardedness occasionally. keeps me sane. hahas

ok la. den went off to skool le. spent a short time there and left. took alot of photos wif ms raj, i swear shes lyk de nicest teacher eva. hahas. and since shes so nice, dun scandal abt her la. lol

den after dat, due to certain reasons. i cant post. but yea, i love it so much. it was damn fun lahs. and a new neoprint, which i cant upload as well.. sian diao la. ok nvm. other times den.

i love yest, and todae. and i love kitty!! hahas. and all my darling frens!! btw, siokxin has just been upgraded to 4th mistress, bwahahas, my other dears, plz dun kill me >.< LOL!!

replies:

sophie: bruda!! LOL, i also dunno wad i ate leh. i think it was de ma la mian. too spicy liaos. hahas. nt so sure. i miss u TOO!!! hahas thx, i'll make sure i use it one dae. i probably call at lyk 4 am in de morn. bwahahas..

siokxin: LOL!! i emo meh?? ok yah, quite la. hahas. i also miss u so much. but todae we rly did play alot.. BWAHAAHA!! so fun la. lets play again soon, yah it snds wrong.. LOL!! miss u 4th dear

angela: ANGELAAA~!!! hahas my da mistress i miss u so much also!!! hahas, at least i gotta see u in skool todae!!! WHEEEE!!! hahas, i got a new mistress leh, dun be angry arhs.. LOL!! XP

alvin: heys!! hahas, i can go ur blog le. i think got one of de post u tokin abt me isz?? hahas. i cant tag lehhs, smth wrong wif ur tagboard. will go and see again asap. update la, u hvn update.. >.<