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relieved. finally.

firz of all, i wna thank 3 most impt people hu helpd me so much during my past few days of utter suffering and despair. thank you, george, siok xin ans sophie. u three were de onli ones hu knew wad happend and were there to keep giving me support.

esp to george hu finally made me see dat there was no pt worryin over the things i cant control. hahas, and for making me cry all my probs out so i din felt so weak and tired.

so thank you all.

and also, i wna thank my class, hu knew i was upset but not why. but still everyone showed alot of concern for me, constantly tellin me that they will b there for me. to cheer up, to smile, encouragin me. im rly touched.

hahas. okaes. i guess i can say wad happend now. on mon, i went out wif soph and george, while we were out, my mum suddenly called me and told me dat my younger brother was seriousli ill. de doctor discovered a lump in his lungs.

of coz, it rly rly frightend, my mum was cryin lyk mad over de fone and i was so worried. we all were so afriad that it may be cancer. we were rly so frightend. and i started thinkin all sorts of horrible things lyk i'll nv get to see my brother again.

it was rly veri veri upsettin. and there was nth i can do. i rly juz felt lyk crying. i was lost, helpless and worried.

i keep imagining dat i will nv get to see my brother again. and i was so frightend to go home fearing it may be my last.

but im so happi noW!! woooO!!! yest my bro went for a check up again, and de doctor certified it was pneumonia. yea, its serious as well, but completely under control and curable. unlyk.. canc**. yea. so im rly veri veri relieved.

im rly sorry for not tellin u guys. i rly din wan all of u to wry. although u were worried abt me as well. but at least its not as bad. i hope u guys undst.

hahas. so yAY i can go back to wrying about other ppls probs again.. i can hlp ppl again!! wheee.. wahahas. its rly a load of my mind. and after gg thru this, i realize, u rly nd to learn to cherish things. and sumtimes when u think life can get no lower, it does. so dun awaez despair. and tell urselves.. things cud hv been worst

but right now. all i wna concentrate on is how to help my best fren. i hurts me to see him so sad. and i rly wna do all i can to hlp. i wish i rly knew how. but im gg to keep tryin aniwae.

so sorri ppl for not bloggin for two days. didnt rly have de mood. and thx for all de encouragin tags!!

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edwina: LOL!! wahahas, dun envy me la. u awaez envy me de. aiya.. upgrade alr ma. bwahahas. besides, i think being a dog is kinda bad :X lol

yang: hahas, yea im really damn lucky.. thx alot clara!!! i think u hlped me alot too man. hees, u tc too yah?? and update me bout ur poly life!! hahas

sophie: omg... u got a ps3?? so gooddd!! so unfair lah.. isz nice?? hahas yah but remove liao. coz fat piggy veri angry.. XD lOL!! ure photogenic also wad.. onli ppl lyk me shud b afraid of de camera >.< haha

tim: aiyo.. why use such coarse language arhs?? lol. btw, wad are u wtfing about?? lol. muz sae ma..

edwina: i where got eat slwly?? huhhuhuh?? i eat veri fast lor.. is there a joke im not gettin here?? hmms.. wahahahas..

Tim: hahas, i dun find it confusing leh. but nxt time, put fat pig lahh.. LOL! den wun be confused le.. hees im so mean. but ure meanest of dem all lors. grahhh.. stop bullyin me!! XP

sophie: thx alot!!! hahas, i thank god u were there to support me if not i think i might have just fallen apart.. ty!!! veri veri much. hahas yea, god noes it all.. and i rly love god!! AHHHH!! lol. so drama.. <33!!!

yuzhe: heys bruda in law!!! TY!!! hahas. no lah im not realli emo. as u can see frm my blog entry. but im still emo lah. LOL!! okaes we shall fan it awae!! dunid A4!! i use notebook size can le!! bwahahhas. yups cya in skool!!!

yang: its my bro thing lors. but lucky its over alr. guess i worried for nth. hahas. but thx auntie!! glad ure awaez there for me.. XD

tim 4/3: LOL!! yea sure no more confusion liao. yea thx alot man. i will. u tc too!!

siokxin: heyyy my 4th dear!! lol. thx alot for being there for me as well. u rawk lah. sumore keep on thinkin on how to make me laugh. thx alot. u also dun b so sad k?? i'll b there for u too. and i shall make u laugh.. at urself!! bwahahahas. cya in skool!!

sophie: hahas yea. its so funnie.. i reply u 3 times in one post. lol. thx alot!!! but im so glad de worst is over.. WOOOOO!!! so HAPPII!!!! u also muz b happi k?? got ani probs muz firz thing come tell me. kk?? hahas.

hantu: hahas!! HEYS!! hahas, so much slp and food.. wahh ltr become a pig arhs.. LOL!! hmms.. doesnt dat mean all fat ppl were once unhappi ppl?? LOL!! kdkd. thx!! i'll take ur advice.. for de slp part la. i dare nt eat too much. hees

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