Benj-

yes, im upset. though i dun rly wna explain why.

wadeva la. i hate myself.

freak it.

kitty was kinda sad todae. refused to tell me why though. i wna hlp kitty, but i dunno how. so yes, i hate myself again, ah wells, wads new?

aniwae.. i ponned pe todae, to go j8 and buy stuff. hahas. timot ponned wif me. and sumhow dis snds kinda wrong.. aniwae.. as i was sayin yah, we ponned pe to go get stuff. and on de wae out of skool, we saw kingyin!! lol. and she was lyk free!! lol. so we dragged her along.

yups, hahas, we made alot of jokes on de way lah. timot is SOO irritating.. grahh.. he kepts makinG fun of me lah. stupid idiot. and king didnt rly hlp me either. grahh..

hahas, den we went to take neo!!! wahahahas!! IM SO HAPPI!! once agaIN!! wahahas. so so happi la. yes neos are de onli thing in de world dat make me forget everything and juz be happi.

once again, time to show off!!



isnt is pretty?? lol, its damn cute la. i love neos.. ty king and timot for makin my dae!!

den we decide to neo.. de cheapo way, i used my hps to take photos in de machines.. bwahahas, but due to de sudden disappearance of my cable. i am unable to upload de photos. GRAH!! nvm, nxt time den

we had alot of fun at j8 too, hahas, we were lyk runnin all over de place lyk madmen.. bwahahas. and hitting each other, poking each other. wahahas. so fun~

den after gettin wad we needed, we went home liao. and as usual king was a total brainless being. lOL!! i suspect her head is empty. wait.. i KNOW its empty. wahahas

i rly feel lyk im torned into two. and im starting to piss ppl off. i rly dun wna make a choice.. everyone matters so much to me. i rly duno wad to do. im kinda tired. and im lettin it show.

but im juz unable to stay strong.

my lord, i rly nd ur hlp.

ah, i shud juz go to hell la.

replies:

sophie: hahas. yes. i love swinging!! lets go!! bwahahas. thx bruda for talkin to me abt my prob todae. but i still dunno wad to do. haiz.. i hope de solution will juz come to me soon..

edwina: hahas, i try.. i will rly try.. thx alot edwina.. hahas, dun rawr leh... so scaree.. hahas

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