Benj-

let me repeat myself AGAIN!!

I LOVE MY FRENS!!!! I RLY RLY DOO~!!!!

bwahahas. sry, yah super high, but yea. i man it frm de bottom of my heart. hahas, i think i can safely sae my frens are my source of energy, my strength, and my reasons to keep living on.

and i wud nt xchange anione one of them even for lyk a zillion dollars. ok dat snds so primary skool. but yah u get my meaning.

hahas im so happi wif dem. no idea why. mayb coz im awaez laughin wif dem. yes at times i hv been sorely abused and violated. but still i enjoy every min i hv wif them!!

it hurts me to see my frens in pain. it rly does. and most of de pain comes frm knowing dat im not able to help dem. if i cud, i wish i cud just take awae all ur problems and pain. i rly wish i cud.

but i cant.

im not god.

but i wna help. i just dun noe how! other den being sad and depressed, which is not in de least bit helpin at all. kns.

i love to see ppl smiling. i love to see ppl laughing. and most imptly, i wna see my frens HAPPY! i will do wadeva it takes to juz make my frens smile or laugh. even for dat short few seconds. and dats my promise!

i rly love my frens. ALL of dem.

pls be happi.

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i sorri, my tagboard is gg haywire, and i cant see de tags, and am unable to reply. so sorri!! will reply ASAP