Benj-

it was meant to be a great day... it started out great too!! i went to lot ones mac to teach fab math, ck, loy and ziq went too... taught them all a little bit onli... wells, guez im not realli a gud teacher.. but its okae.. bout 1 hr ltr, dey longer wanted to study alr, so dey decide to go play ball.. whether its soccer or not, im not sure.. yahs.. juz as i was about to leave with them, it suddenli occured to me dat i wasnt suppose to be there, i felt more and more out of place.. so i went home... yes im a spoilsport, but i felt i cudnt face them any longer.. ahh wells..

todae in skool, i was pretty bushed.. thx to my ice lemon tea den i didnt faint.. lols.. and of coz, i got a piece of mooncake from june.. thankew!!! lols..yups.. i think i may hv trash talked sum ppl, i realli ought to stop doing that, wad makes me better den others??!! i realli gotta stop judging ppl.. sighs

well i dun feel lyk bloggin much todae.. not realli in de mood, ive gotta go get myself happi again.. i muz continue practising the art of smiling all dae.. sighs.. realli dun feel lyk smiling now..

maybe what i need is to sae the final goodbye

loves [aollovin]