Benj-

till now im stil quite lost, i dunno wad am i suppose to feel or do... im starting to feel im in de wrong.. but yet i dunno wad de hell i did wrong.. was i being simply unreasonable or was i just being difficult?? mayb it was my fault after all.. and mayb i nd to reflect on wad i did... in ani case, i suppose there will be an end tmr..

todae during skool, i, xueming, seha, dina, shiquan and xiqing were at de library during chinese.. the library was god damn stuffy lors... hahas, but we made alot of jokes.. dina came up wif a new teory of how to tell how a guy was a gay.. he had to have the letters "l" "x" "m" "i" "n" hmms.. now lets see, can u guess hu it is?? LOLS!!! so mean!!! yah.. but it was farnie... oh yah i was being pissed at sumone, might hv said sum nasty stuff about sumone.. im sorri, i shudnt hv done dat... oh yah.. i was being pissed at ppl hu abused the word "gay" u noe sum ppl think its actualli a swear word!! utterly ridiculous lors.. how can food be GAY!!?? how can a pen be GAY??!! so which pen are straight and which are lesbians??? anibody care to enlighten me?? so dumb lors... u dun see me gg arnd using "grandma" as a swear word do u?!?! "this food is GRANDMA arhs!!" doesnt it snd utterly dumb??

kaes.. movin on.. lols.. i sang [qian li zhi wai] wif aloy again!! whee!! so fun lors!!! ahahas... den after dat we discussed fish.. scary fishes with horns and wings.. WAHAHA... nah im kidding, we were realli talkin bout fish though... LOL!!! so farnie lahs.. ahhs.. its awaez fun to talk and sing and crap on the phone wif loy.. thx alots!!

ma said i wasnt to download animore songs.. coz todae juz got 4 kids kena caught, it seems the trackers use internet protocol to track them.. oh dears.. dats so scaree lors... wad if i kena caught.. i betta faster go dl cherlys song.. and den i guess im gonna lie low for a while... eee. so scaree!! better warn others too...

my lord, i wan to apologise for not speakin to u for these few daes, ive been so preoccupied with my own things dat i forgot u, no excuse.. i deserve to be whipped lahs.. im so sorri... but i still do love u, and de pain dat i may hv to go thru soon, plz do not leave me alone to suffer... im veri afraid dat i may nt be able to take it..

in ani case, big thankews tot hose hu made my dae todae, i do appreciate u guys so much...
prom comin lehs.. i dunno whether i wanna go not... sobs... so many ppl nt gg!!! den i go also nbdy nehs!!! eee!!!!

loves!!! [aollovin]