Benj-

yest, i had to do sumthing i realli didnt want to.. but.. i felt i realli had to.. why did i feel dat way, i dun really noe.. but it still lingers in my head, and i still wonder if i did de right thing.. well at least i noe if im sufferin now, den it means i din do de wrong thing..

letoya awaez has songs dat suit my feelings.. dats pretty cool

letoya [obvious]

Have you ever felt like, you the only one in love in your relationship?
And as hard as it was to let go, you knew it was the best thing for you
Well that time has come for me, I gotta move on

[verse 1]
You say you wanna get married, but boy are you sure
Cause there are a couple of issues I refuse to ignore
You say one thing, and you do another
And Im realizing you don't want me on your shoulder
You think material things is what I need
But all I ever wanted was you Just a little kiss, just a little hug
Now Im realizing that that ain't your kinda love

[chorus]
Sometimes we want things
That might not be right for us
But when you're in love
You tend to look over the obvious
You're not changing and I know that you love me but
This thing ain't going the way I planned
Sometimes we want things
That might not be right for us
But when you're in love
You tend to look over the obvious
As bad as I want you to stay
We can't keep going on this way
Going this way

[verse 2]
Don't think you're doing me no favors
Feeling the need to get on one knee
When you know you ain't right baby
You wanna make sure Im always around
And with the ring on my finger
That means Im on right now I see it in your eyes you weren't
There's a good chance you doing some dirt
Cause I don't wanna be the one
To make you do something you don't want to
Im gonna let you do you

[chorus]

[bridge]
See there's a part of me
That doesn't want you here with me
There's a part of me
That wants to stick right with you
But it seems like you dont wanna put up a fight
And why should I even try?

[chorus]

its a pretty nice song.. smooth and pretty meaninful... ohh wells.. findin a song dat cud describe my feelins is cool, but it doesnt make me feel ani better... but i guez its impt to move on as well..

todae i sang in skool, oh gawd, it was embarassin big time lor... sihui, clara and xueming were lyk forcin me.. bleax.. u ppl are evill.. hahas. kd.. but it was so embarassin!! and den fangyi also heard, den he also come and hear!! ahhhs!!! so paiseh!!! but nvm lahs.. it was pretty fun.. it was de firz time i sang in skul.. yes i noe it sux.. dun giv me dat look.. ahahas.. but nvm lah... fun.. =)

i realli wish i cud find sumone hu cud share my probs, sumone i can realli trust, sumone hu understands, sumone hu cares.. sumone hu wud catch me when i fall.. i can only wait.. and see if dis person comes along.. mayb im too blind to notice it aniwae..

my lord, i hope u will not leave me when im gg to nd u most... im realli afraid of wad i prayed for, i'll be honest with u.. im realli scared dat it wud be too much for me to bear.. but i dun regret it.. but plz promise u wun abandon me, and be there for me.. i cant do it alone.. i cant bear the pain alone.. so dun eva leave me..

i exchanged almoz everything i had, my happiness for sumone elses, years of my life for sumbody to have time to be wif the one they love, my dreams to keep a couple together, de most precious ting i had for sumone elses most precious person. i dunno wad else i can give already.. i onli have my faith, hopes and god. i cant giv faith away becoz its nt sumthing exchangeable, cant give hopes away, coz sumtimes they fail, i cant give god away, or i wud be nth.. theres nth more i hv to give... but wadeva i can stil give, i wud stil give

i dun feel foolish, but sumtimes i feel lonely and lyk nobody cares... i dun think dats de case, but i do feel dat way sumtimes, and it is at those times, when i feel realli tired, and feel lyk wad ive done, was for nth, absolutely nth..

but niwaes, im still gonna smile, even if im sad, coz nbdy likes seeing a sad person.. so i muz be happi!! =)

loves [aollovin]