Benj-

when life realli gets u down and u lose all hope and dreams, when everything comes crashin down on u and yet u still survive and pull thru, den uve juz grown stronger. ive come to realize dat me being unhappi and sad, doesnt make my life any happier, blaming de whole world doesnt remove my guilt, gettin angry and upset doesnt make me feel any better.

ive gotta be strong, ive gotta live life, ive gotta smile, and dats de me i noe, pursuin my dreams, believin in good, hoping for de best, stayin positive no matter wad... de more life gets me down, de more i want to be happy.. i aint gonna let life live me, i live life!! WOOTS!! lols..

i believe god has been puttin me thru a test, honestly i think i failed it when i said i gave up, but no matter, there are many more tests awaitin me, and de nxt time, im gonna pass them, every failure makes me stronger den de last, i believe there will come a dae in which i will be able to overcome all unhappiness even when everything seems to be against me..

also i noe i have frens hu wud awaez be there for me...
:everybody from my cls 4/3
:yj, ming, weiling, benja from 4/1
:terin, aloysius, ck, ziq

also my family membs hu hv never eva left me
:pa, ma, mei, di, de baby due march 2007 and my special bro!!

and of course de lord hu has de onli one hu could understand how i realli feel and i can be totalli honest with..

see i have so many ppl hu care for me!!! why shudnt i be happi!!?? and i wanna share my happiness wif everybody else!!
i wanna make ppl smile all dae... lols.. laugh all de time.. HAHAHAS feel happi aniwhere anitime.. whees!!!!

if life gets u down.. it realli hard to stand up again, but i noe sumhow or rather, u will find de strength, in ani case, if anibody feels lyk they nd sumone to tok to, i awaez hv a free ear to lend.. i onli charge 1 buck per min, ahahas, ahh heck i give everybody 100% discount.. wait.. doesnt it make it free den?? LOLS!!

kaes, keep smilin yah? if u hv to cry, den let it all out, budden after u cry, if u hv to smile, plz smile also.. kaes? hahas.. god bless all of ya!! esp those hu care for me!!

loves!!! [aollovin]