Benj-

sumtimes i wish i was psychic.. not as in telekinetic lyk jean gray.. but more of lyk ESP.. the gift of extraordinary sensory perception.. that lets me noe how exactly ppl feel.. den i wudnt be so dumb.. den i wud noe when ppl were feelin sad, den i wud able to hlp them..

sumtimes i wish i had sumthing like de midas touch, except, i dun want to turn ppl to gold, i want a kind of touch dat can lyk make ppls problems go away.. den they wudnt hv to be sad, and fret over unhappi stuff...

sumtimes i wish i had a magic eraser dat cud wipe clean bad memories and bad stuff ppl once experienced.. make them totalli forget about it.. den lyk dat, dey wud nv look back and feel sad.. they wudnt be afraid to reminisce as well..

sumtimes i wish i had a magic foldable broom and dustpan dat could fit in my pocket den when i see bad ppl i cud sweep them up and dump them in de dustpan and den throw dem away.. ahahas.. dis way bad ppl will not do bad tings.. lols

sumtimes i wish i had a vacuum cleaner dat cud suck aways ppl pain.. "ZOOOP" and tadah, presto!! no more pain and suffering.. lyk dey den dey wun be sad and unhappi... how nice..

haiz.. if wishes were miracles, i wudnt be human.. sighs.. well i dun have anithin i mentioned above.. all i have is de ability to cry for ppl.. den after dat.. i can pray.. and dats about all i can do... how useless can i get?? why cant i just take aways ppls unhappiness??? why do i hv to see ppl i care for, feel sad and hurt.. its so unfair!!! and why isz dat de wicked are allowed to do as they wish?? why isz dat they can harm ppl as they wish?? why do their wishes come true, but not those hu are innocent.. but sadly, i dun believe in revenge.. (ure lucky, if not i wud curse u until u die) sighs... so helpless and useless...

i juz wish i was more help...

loves [aollovin]